I love dreaming about that.I love the feeling that it seems real.I love those butterflies flying around…. BEFORE. But now.. it’s a nightmare for me. I hate it.I hate those fast heartbeats. i love waking up from that illusion. Why it seems so real? And actually, why still dreaming about that stupid first love. I dont love that, anymore..
It was almost 3 years ago when I find someone…someone… who… UGH I cant explain you know. I am the loser in that story. I dont want to reminisce about that.. just backread till 2011 Hahaha xD kidding. My point is.. I want to stop dreaming about that, it’s disturbing me… it’s holding me from moving on….. And the fact that I’m into a mutual relationship.